Expect The Unexpected When You Almost Reach Out

The other day..Glenn came over with his Grandpa and today they just went back to Singapore.Aunt Deborah cant make it because Uncle Sebastian was not feeling well and need to do an operation.Not to worry because now he's in a good condition.Thank god for that.

Well..we went to the newly open D-Paradise in Lubuk Cina that Tuesday.There..they have many kind of fruits and plants and great performance by the people there.But when we were there..it started to rain..not that heavy rain at first...just the dark clouds and a few drops of raindrops.And then when it was the time for the stage show it actually started to rain more heavier and the show was cancelled.How disappointed we were at that time.Besides i guess there's only a few visitors were there..i only saw a family from KL(they told us that they are from KL when we met them at the entrance),a group of Eurasian i guess,and a malay family..and us..thats all.Most of the workers there are Filipinoes and were totally friendly.One of the buggy taxi driver even sang the song 'Anak' to us..(a very popular philipines song years back ago) and claimed that he's a good entertainer.I guess he is.So after we were told that the show was cancelled,we sat on the buggy taxi and headed to the restaurant and the foods..yikes..were so damn expensive!A normal fried mee cost about RM7 and it was just a lil,they serve in the DimSum plate,and you should know how much mee can we actually put in that plate.It wasn't that tasty either.We sat there and then our buggy driver came in and told us that the show is on.We quicly finished up our food and headed straight to the location.By the time...the rain had stopped.We saw those Sarawakian dancing around with their costume...its just like what i saw in Sarawak Cultural Village.They shorten the stage show because of the rain earlier and in the end of the show..they invited us to the stage for the last dance. Err..it was so embrassing..but who cares anyway..others were way more funny than i am..espeacially those eurasian.After the show...we went back.D-Paradise was indeed a nice place...im not trying to promote anything here..but to just share with you guys. its a 'must place to visit' if you were to come to Malacca.All those plants lovers will definitely fall in love with the place..Haha..i guess i should not brag to much here. http://www.d-paradise.com.my/index.asp

I shall post some of the photos taken later on.

Merry Christmas everyone... Its just like any ordinary day to me.*yawn* But i just hope that everyone is in the pink of health and have a wonderful christmas plus 2006 new year.

Yesterday went to MP with Ruobing,Rachel and Agnes to do some last minute christmas shopping. Buying christmas presents for my 2 dearly cousins that will come down here from Singapore,Glenn and Gleniesha.Glenn will be here today with his granpa and niesha tomorrow with their parents.Well the actual motive we went MP yesterday was to watch King Kong...but alas we didn't manage to buy the tickets.It was a damn long queue..and its only less than an hour before the first show start.By the time we reach the caunter the movie might had started and who knows whether there's tickets left.I'd checked the GSC website and it says...Sorry Fully Booked..dam. So we walked around MP for few hours i guess...(didnt know the time because my watch is not working).I just dont know what make me feel so hard to choose a gift for someone.It happen to me all the time.No matter what celebration it was..birthdays espeacially..i just cant make up my mind on what to buy for him/her. Maybe im just too choosy and fussy on what i'll be buying and how it will turned up when they receive my gifts.I know i might not be the only one who think this way...ermm..right?
We just have to expect the unexpected.

Poor godbrother of mine,Ruobing,has to accompany me up and down and went to almost every corner of MP with me to search for the christmas gifts.(..sorry yea..and thanks alot..) And at last..guess what i've bought? A pair of NIKE socks for Glenn and A teddy bear for Gleniesha.Duh...been walking around for hours i think and geezz..socks?!?Teddy bear??Man..how common is that?Just hope that they wont mind...

Well...today is Christmas..guess what i'll be doing. Havta babysit my younger brother at home..mom's going to a dinner with dad and my elder brother most probably wont be back so early.Besides that...i guess im going to watch Naruto..well..is not guess,is i am going to watch Naruto afterall. Borrowed the disc from ruobing yesterday. Damn...i just feel boring and much much boring each day.Going to get a part time job at Sentral soon..maybe.

oOps..mom just receive a sms from Aunt Deborah saying that they wont be coming down 2morrow..Thats weird.Who know..maybe they plan to come today instead. Nah....i guess not. Okay another sms received..from Glenn..saying that they(he and his granpa) had already reach Malacca..So...later then.

So...i'm going to update about the letter that i'd mentioned in the previous entry.He came to my house last 2 days and he brought the letter along.He looked terribly sad...felt sorry for him.He handed me the letter and..yikes..what a long letter...he told me to read em' slowly..and i did..read it words by words...Its really overwhelming..that girl really wanna push him aside.Before the girl send him this letter...he did send her a short letter..in 'sastera' type..(malay literature) with the help from Azie..and guess what, that girl send back the letter to him...Gosh...she wanna humilate him huh by giving back the letter..seriously i dont really understand bout the sastera..since the words all 'berbunga-bunga'...."...memanah hatiku seperti petir memanah bumi.." something like that.Cant really remember...Ermm...it surprise me..Azie's sastera was so damn good.And there's goes the letter...all the bla-ing stuffs.."..aku bukan taknak..tapi hanya sekadar kawan.." After i finished reading the letter...he again..say stuffs about her..kept repeating that he cant forget her..and me again told him "..awak sabar je la..takder dia..ader lagi yang lain kat luar tu..bukan ader dia seorang je.." and he said " ko ingat senang ke nak cari yang lain...kalau ade pun semua sudah berpunya..tapi orang cakap..kalau dah cari yang lain..ini dikatakan tak setia.." What?? Tak setia??Haha...human cant be loyal forever..can they? Erm...something to be ponder about.


Okay..leave that aside....so i took my driving computer test already on Wedsnesday.Yesh..i've PASSED....Went there in the morning and finished in the afternoon...it was packed with people..

My childhood friend,Azim,seems to have problems with the girl he like a lot again...now im the one who have to hear all his problems and complains.He called me a few times and all the while he will mention about the girl.He said he just cant stop thinking of her.That just make me wonder why...gezz guess he really like that girl a lot...The other day Yana called him up and tell him that she saw the girl with another guy in MP,yikes..i dont know how his respond then..and at that time he called me up and tell me about what Yana has told him.He even said that he will try to forget her and life goes on..he tried to tell himself that she dont mean anything in his life anymore...and that he'll find another girl instead...but till now he told me..he cant forget about her.Just a moment ago he called again and said the same thing to me.."..Jenny..aku boringla..hari hari aku teringat tentang dia..aper nak buat ar?..entah apasal dia taknak keluar dari kepala otak aku.." I hear also sad.Man...what can i do??Go her house and force her to accept him??Haha..how on earth im going to do that.All i can do now is to just lend my ears to him...and try to make him think the brightside.Well..just incase..you know nowadays many people with this type of condition will take the 'easy way out'..I just hope he wont be so silly for that girl...I did told him.."takda dia..ade banyak lagi perempuan lain..buat pa nak sakitkan kepala and hati.." well then..just havta wish him all the best...and he did told me that he'll show me the letter that she gave him.So update on that later..

Yeay..just after my KPP (Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu) not long ago.Sitting in the room for hours and it was damn blardy cold.Just imagine..a room for only 48 students and two big air-conditional behind and i was sitting right behind where the aircond is just slightly above me..i'm totally frezzing in there,well i think everyone was frezzing, and i saw a few friendly faces there,Shirley was one of them and then Tika,Sin Yee and some other girls from my school. At first..Sin Yee kindly told the 'lecturer' that it was too cold and ask to change the temperature and he did but then it was still cold so she went to the 'lecturer' for the second time and this is what she get "Kau seorang je sejuk...orang lain panas..kalau sejuk jangan duduk situ la..tukar tempat lain.Duduk depan tu ngan pakwe kau..mesti panas.." Fortunately there's one empty table infront beside a guy.So she terpaksalah sit with the guy.

First session was so bored that i almost felt asleep...the man was talking and bla-ing infront there and i really dont know what the heck he's bla-ing about.Then comes the second session..a different man took over.An indian man.When he come in only..fuh~ his voice..power orh..jangan main main.. No one dare to fall asleep...all mata terbeliak,mulut ternganga hear his talk. The first thing he did..Ask Question..everyone in there kecut .lol..even me. And guess who is the lucky number one..Our Miss Zet..huahahaha. "Apakah itu pemandu yang berhemat?"...all went blank...Zet's answer "Memandu mengikut peraturan jalanraya.." ok what d answer..hehe.. Then he start his bla-ing infront.

"..aku tak faham la..aku tanye korang tak tau jawap..macam mane nak pass ni..KPP tu aper?Korang pun taktau..Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu..ingat tu..bukan Kursus Panaskan Punggung.."

Ermm..its better to be known as Kursus Panaskan Punggung.. sit there for hours..5-6 hours. Now have to read the 'undang' book for the upcoming test.Arghh..hate test...

Last two days ago...as i was sitting and lazing around in front of the television,someone knocked on the front gate.To my surprised...there's two 'mat sallehs' maybe around their 20s or 30s who looked like lost and wanted direction..But then..my guessing was so wrong.They wanted me to join their church gathering and claimed that 'the more the merrier ayte..' But what tickle my bones are..the conversation.

Me : Yes..anything?
M.salleh1 : Miss..how are you?
Me : Fine..thankyou.
M.salleh1 : So..where is your husband?Is he home?
Me : My what?Ohh no no...I'm not married k..(called me Miss and asking for my husband??)
M.Salleh2 : Haha..hey she's still young u know...
M.salleh1 : Oops..sorry..so is your dad around?
Me : Err..nope.He went out already...(ok i lied..but thats what my dad wanted me to say anyway)
M.salleh1 : oh..ok nevermind.Miss...are you interested in our church gathering?We...(blablabla...he talked about the Father of what what..which i totally clueless at that time)
Me : Nah..sorry im not interested..
M.salleh : But miss ..you're really not interested in?The more the merrier you see..so we wanna gather more people.
Me : no..im really not interested..(in my mind..'i'm praying GuanNiMa la..')
M.salleh1 : By the way..are from Australia?
Me : Huh??Australia??No..i'm from Malacca.
M.Salleh1 : oh..its just the shirt..i thought you're from Australia
Me : Yea (lookin at my shirt..i was wearing the Australia shirt mom bought me when she was there) it's just the shirt.
M.Salleh1 : So..miss how bout i give you a card and u can show it to your parents..i'll put in the letter box if u want.
Me : nah..thats okay..
M.salleh1 : U sure?And do you know anyone around here that might be interested ?
Me : (wat la..bueh tahan d..how la i know..but i try to be patient..)No..i'm not sure.
M.Salleh1 : ok then ...nice chatting with you miss...
Me : yea..u 2.

Gezz...my mom was behind the sliding glasses door beside me."tutup tu pintu..say dont wan sudah..say not interested.." thats what she told me...It makes me wonder..why cant they see that im praying chinese god?Its just infront my house.

And so that's a part of what and where i went for the first day in Sarawak.At night..we took a shuttle bus(hotel's van) to the nearest restaurant for dinner. The place was rather dark and hidden and you can hardly see the signboard. What i saw at the signboard was 'Welcome to Beach Sea Food Restaurant ' So we went up the wooden stairs and walk along a small short distance wooden viaduct and we somehow saw smokes and it was like there's haze everywhere.A lady came towards us and bring us to our seats and mom asked "apasal banyak asap?" (why there's so much smoke) All the lady answered was "Banyak nyamuk..asap ni boleh halau nyamuk" (Many mosquitoes..these smoke can dispel the mosquitoes away) Ok fine...so we had our dinner and seriously the smoke is killing people around man...they burn the,you know when we buy our eggs..they will put in the like brown hard paper cardboard ayte,That's what they burn in a small container and put it in every corner and in between tables...and people which kick them to the other table and the other table will kick back to them..and it goes on and on...its funny to see them thou.And while we had our dinner...the lights will goes on and off..and when it goes off..gosh..you cant see a thing and its really scary because the only thing that you can see is a mountain beside the restaurant and the sea..and as usual..small kids will start screaming for their daddy and mummy.Its so annoying. Here are some pictures took during the first day :

Gunung Santubong.Taken during me on the way to the hotel

See what i meant...lovely...LMAO...In Cat Musuem,if we bring in cameras they'll charge you depand on the camera type whether its digital,normal camera or videocam.Ours was the normal camera which cost RM5 i guess...but entrance is free.Not bad afterall..

View from City Tower.Its really high from where i stand..

That's Sharon

The Astana

I'm back from a place called Sarawak.."A place like no other" is what you'll see when you're out from the airport.

Maybe you can't see the words on that metal board but that is exactly what was stated there..Before reaching at the Sarawak Airport,i had a headache on the plane when its landing.Damn...it was so painful.It's like something trying to pull out your brain.Seriously it hurts so badly.But after the safe landing..everything went okay.No more headache.Gosh this was my first time having headache on the plane.Mom said it was just the pressure...she had headache too. And what made me more headache in the Airport was the surrounding.Man..the moment i step in..the loud knocking and earsplitting sound made me goes round and round.Currently they are renovating the place.You hardly hear what other people around talking..its like you're deaf for a moment except you can only hear those high drill machine sound.It's really irritating thou.

By the way..i did mention that it was a tour ayte...Actually its not.The agent just bring you from the airport to the hotel and you are own your own.And the person who drove us to the Damai Beach Resort,the place i'm going to stay, was a very young lady named Sharon.She's only 22 years old and is a mix chinese bidayuh.Speaks quite well in English..and she's kind enough to bring us round to places on the second day of our trip.

But the first day we went to visit the Cultural Village first...took many pictures there at the 45 minutes stage show,yea..the only thing to see that i'd enjoyed most..the stage show. They performed all kinds of dances and acts..and what make me laugh my head off was the Orang Ulu-Kanjet Ngeleput show.This dance potrays the nimble but stealthy steps of the warrior as he goes about on a hunting trip in the jungle, searching for his prey.He sees his target,takes aim and blows out a deadly dart which seldom fails to find its mark.This is what written on the 'passport' book given by the cultural village people.We were quite lucky to find empty seats on the second..which was indeed very near to the stage and i'm sitting right in the middle infront of the stage. Talking bout the Orang Ulu..at first a warrior came out..with his 'things' and sat on the stage..

And then i took this picture like above.Suddenly....

He caught me taking pictures of him..maybe the camera flash annoyed him..but heck..i dont give a damn rite..so i continue taking the pictures..LOL

Okay it freaks me out...he was looking directly at me.Gosh..his looks..was like i'd owe him something and he wanted some revenge on me..haha..He walks towards me...with a stick in his hand.geezz...guess im going to be his prey..

I'm still taking the pictures..and he's gone mad i think...haha...but as i'm taking more of his pictures..he kinda like it..You wont believe me if i tell you that he even pose some funny pose on the stage.Unfortunately i didnt manage to snap those pictures for some reasons....wasted.

Okay there's part of it..there's other nice perfomance too like this one..

Another warrior,Iban-Ngajat Lesong , using his teeth to lift the 20kg mortar.

Tadaa..gosh..wondering what toothpaste did he used..LOL...

Okay..this was cool

Erm..the long hair guy looks familiar to me...guess who?

ohh..its that guy..'Orang Ulu'..no wonder he looks familiar..

To Be Continue..

Going to Sarawak early in the morning tomorrow...around 4.30am have to make a move to KLIA to catch the flight.Can you imagine..4.30 in the morning???How am i suppose to wake up..i guess i wont sleep today.Afraid that i cant wake up that early.The flight is at 8am and we suppose to reach there one hour before the flight time.So around 7 something...really clueless whether it will be boring or the other way round.Since i'm following tour..maybe it wont be so bad i guess.Hopefully there wont be more "Ahpek and Ahma" hehe...

Just came back from Mahkota Parade with Zet,Azim,Azie,MadNor,Arif and Zairi.Before that we had this 'reunion' makan at Sentral foodcourt..We promise to meet there at 2pm but in the end we sat together at the table at around 3 something.The last person we had to wait was Fatin.Her brother take his time to bring her over.Man..now i'm feeling hungry..to be honest the food sux..i ordered Mee Goreng (fried noodles) and its kinda tasteless...ofcoz i didnt finish up the food.Yikes..
Then Azie suddenly came out with his idea : "eh ko rang nak Sisha tak?Nak flavour aper?"
Sisha?Never heard of it in my life...i was like "huh?sisha??apertu??tak pernah dengar pun" So he explained.. and then Zet explained...and i still got no idea what the heck is that.At first they said like fruit juice..So it sounds fine to me...and i thought it will be like a fruit juice with extra something or what...and then suddenly the Kakak(waitress) bring a big glass..with a pipe attached to it..Gosh..its hard to describe..it look like this :

Wow...scary..This is what the 'Fruit Juice' i've been wondering..Hahaha..i was laughing to myself at that time.."Jen Jen..nah..this is your fruit juice.." LOL...they ordered two of this thing..one was Apple flavour ordered by Zet and the other one was 'tembikai susu' flavour if im not mistaken ordered by the guys.After Zet take afew sip of it she asked me to try..and the others did asked me to try..but..Nah..no thankz..Didn't know what is it and afraid that i might get addicted to it..Haha..then i'll get my own Sisha at home.It's like a 'smoking water pipes' with different flavour but what i like about the thing is..the fruity smell...its totally different from the usual smokes which was sickening.After we had our lunch then we went to MP but Fatin and her geng didn't wanna follow us so in the end me and Zet with the 5 guys went there by Town Bus.We lepak there around 1 or 2 hours then we head back to Sentral.Then they wanted to play snooker nearby there and asked us whether we wanna play or not..We was too tired and decided not to join them and head back home.There's the end of everything..and one more thing..damn..i lose at Daytona just now..so not fair..

Great..everything is back to normal again..The internet access is back to action and finally..SPM is over!After all the suffering and struggling for 11 years in schools...finally im out to explore the world outside.Truely gonna miss everything that had happened in my school life....break the school rules..not doing the homework and never bring text books and in the end been sent to the principal office...Gossip about some B**** in school...Erm...What else..oh yea..giving nicknames to almost everyone including the teachers.

Gosh...suddenly i dont have any idea what to blog now..too many stuffs pop up in my head till i went blank.Be right Back~...

Damn...My connection server is down again.I need to re-type this entry for the second time!Argghh...cant really online for weeks i guess.Need to find a cybercafe around...yea the nearest cc is at Sentral but its too crowded there.Not use to it.Dammit dammit..

Yeay!!Malaysia Boleh~!!Support Malaysia in the SEA Game.So far 28 golds already.And were in the 3rd placing.Not bad i guess..Go!Go!Malaysia boleh!!..Yikes....suddenly in the mood for sports.Weird...k till then..buhbye~!

Many times already i'd received weird calls and messages on my mobile phone.Some are really creepy and some are just pranks.This afternoon...i received a call and the number starts with +604... "From Penang if im not mistaken" Man...how on Earth my number can reach there? Then the caller hang up when i answer his/her call.Few minutes later...i received a message.."Who r u?!?" Heck...'if you dont know me then how can you get my number ayte??' Well...so i replied "Huh..?Who r u then?I dont even have your number in my contact..did you call me just now?" Then it takes quite a long time for that person to reply my message..The replied was "How you know i called you just now..i use my house number to call.Why did you miss call me ystd at 1-3 something a.m?" Okay...it sounds really weird..how can my number appeared in his/her phone while i never miss call anyone yesterday besides i never ever see that number before??And at 1-3am??Ermm..what was i doing at that time?Oh yea..i was on the net doing my blog...Geeazz..

That wasn't it...just a few minutes ago...i received another call..the number starts with +603...izzit from KL??I answer the call and suddenly.."Hey Timah...!!!" Well...i was astonished.For no reason...i've become TIMAH??maybe i should call him LOYANG..

Me : Timah??Timah mane satu?Sini takda Timah...salah nombor.
Caller : Awak bukan Timah ke?Tu Timah kan??Takan salah nombor..
Me : Bukan la..salah nombor.
Caller : Ni bukan 683205?
Me : eh bukan bukan...
Caller : oh ok..takpe

But that number is like mine...he might be accidently press another digit which then will be answered by me instead of his Timah...(Loyang betol that fella..)

I still remembered that there's once i received a call at around 1a.m and it dont show any number on my phone..it just stated there as "CALL" so when i answer the call,the line over there was totally silent..i was like going on saying "Hello and Hello" for many times...but still silent..no sound at all.I was geting fed up at that time so i just hang up...What the hell man..call people and then dont want to talk?And some are just sooo...erm,what to describe them as?They call you pretending that they dont know you and then accuse us who the one had been miss-calling them. And then they will try to start a conversation and asked for a meet-up..Darn..that was so 'old-fashioned'.Who will be so dumb to meet up with them?Guess they are just 'that desperados..'

Just ignore the title..im just too blank to think about a title.New layout!!Been searching for templates for quite a long time.Finally made up my mind to just use this one.Well i might change them later...guess i will have lots of free time after my exams..It will end soon..yeap..5th December 2005,i will sit for my last paper.

Wohooo...my fingers just cant wait till the end of my SPM.So i'm here to tell the ups and downs so far when i'm gone.If you're asking me whether i can do in my exams...well,It's Horrible! I did my Bahasa Melayu,History,English and Math papers already,4 down..5 to go.So the very first paper started last Monday,14 November 2005.Bahasa Melayu...ermm..paper 1 came out about Gejala Vandelisme..which i was really dont expect it at all.Then for the 2nd question...i wrote on Peranan Keluarga Dalam Membentuk Sahsiah Anak-Anak.I just hope that my this essay will help me get some marks..because paper 2 i did quite bad.The Pemahaman part took all my points away.Dammit...all the spotted questions..never came out except for Puteri LiPo.And the damn peribahasa thing took my 6 marks away.Arghh....and there goes History...saying to myself that the history wont be repeated again but it does.Shit...im all blank when i get the questions.All the topics that i'd learned by hard..not even one shit came out.How absurb is that...?Everyone was saying..everyone spotted that Renaissance,Malayan Union and Wawasan 2020 will be asked..and that Agraria and Maritim stuffs...but what was asked..Sumbangan Tamadun Rom..Tamadun Cina,Tamadun Islam,Kesan Imperialisme Barat....and blablabla...damn...what bullshit is that.So moral of the story...Dont easily spot questions..and read the whole thing instead.Too late for me..'Nasi sudah jadi bubur'...(Rice had turned to porridge..errr...sounds weird...haha) English was OK..but i cant be too confident of it because i have many spelling and grammar mistakes all over my essay.Gosh...the word 'Beutiful' and i spelled it as 'Beutifull'...what a silly mistake is that...

Tomorrow don't have any paper...but the following day i have Science and Moral.The next day i have Additional Math.Yikes....haven't study a shit for science.I have to memorise the 36 moral values plus the definitions...man...how on earth i can finish study my science?Haven't touch my Economy books yet...how stressful is this.That is why there's these 'cruel disasters' started to build its home on my face.Its so embrassing...shit...

2 days before i sit for my BM paper...Azim and Azie(whose name is Azim too..but not to confuse us he called himself as Azie) pay a very surprise visit to my house.At that time i was in the room and received a message "Jenny ko keluar depan umah ko jap..aku kat depan." i was like..What?Is this a kind of joke or what? so i went out and there they were standing infront my house. Azim was my childhood friend...quite close to him when we were young and then as we grow up..not that very close...seldom see him around my neighbourhood and then this year we went to the same tuition centre...from there we start to chit chat again.Luckily im not a racist...If i am then long time ago i stop going to PSI tuition centre as im the only chinese in my class.Well i do get along pretty well with the malays...they treat me well thou.And "thanks" to Arif who gave me names..he's been giving people in my class all kinds of name..There's 'Iblis','nyamuk','burger'...not forgetting 'FongSaiYuk'...Ok back to the main thing....they came over and then Azim passed me the spotted questions which i did asked him ealier on.Then they came in and talk about the so-called reunion for my tuition class(SPM Sastera 1)which he planned.He even did the wooded keychains with our names on it...there's 14 of us...and he handed me all the keychains asking me to keep first.He planned to do on the 6th December 2005 but there's some difficulty so was changed to 7 Dec 2005.The funny part is..there's a reason why he wanted to do this reunion.Not only because he 'misses' us but he wanted to go after a girl in my class...Man..i dont know about it till that day he told me.That girl in my class...was very quiet indeed....and now Azim need my help to call her up and persuade her to the reunion..'jadi like orang tengah la' the middle person.So want or don't want also have to help him ...Back to the story again,after he and Azie sat down..talking..suddenly that Azim said "Eh...siape tengah melalak nyanyi tu ar?Memekak je...sakit telinga aku.." So i explained to him...its the family next door who thinks that they have 'great' voice and thinks that they can beat Jaclyn Victor's voice.After a few minutes...he went out and called out for my neighbour..."MakCik...boleh perlahankan sikit tak..terlalu kuat ar..terima kasih" WOw...that was bizarre.Azie and i cant stop laughing when my neighbour quickly turned down their volume.And then Azim goes like this "so amacam...power tak aku..lain kali ko hantar je notis kat dia..'bile nak nyanyi minum air madu banyak banyak dulu' tau...haha" I just dont believe there's such neighbour who are so inconsiderate and thoughtless.Maybe they dont have mirrors around their house.

For the mean time...im not going to be updating my blog due to the SPM examination which is on 14 Nov 2005 (damn..its next week!!) But for sure i'll drop by "once in awhile" if i got any 'interesting' topics to share.It's all going to be crapz anyway.Who cares...??Duh...till then..im signing off~

Errr...haha..weird..ok im getting weirder each day..and i dont know why.

Have a water drinking contest
While the competition is fun, you probably won't feel too good afterward. To give your event an old western theme, slam the cups upside down on the tables after you have emptied them.

Stare at the back of someone's head until they turn around
This works on the "I have the feeling I'm being watched" principle. Conduct an experiment-does this really work?

Have a "Who is less competitive" competitionwonder
Trying to win at this will make you lose. Trying to lose makes you win which makes you lose. Not trying at all makes you lose which makes you win which makes you lose.

Pick up a dog so it can see things from your point of view
Think about it: your dog has only seen the house from a viewpoint from 6" to 2' high (15 to 60 cm for all you metric fans). It's never seen the tops of counters, what you keep on your desk, the tops of shelves, etc. Try looking at things from its point of view, too.

Pull out a hair, stick in someone's ear (Kath's fav. thing to do...gosh)
Best done to sleeping people. Added challenge in having no one else around, because then you can't blame it on anyone else. Try to beat your record number of times before the person catches on.

Pour water in hand, make sneeze noise, throw water on back of person's neck
Always a good gag. For an even bigger reaction out of the person, act like you're not sorry at all for what they think you did. Comment instead on how big that sneeze was or about how there was a lot of mucus in that one.

See what's in your neighbour's rubbish/trash
You can learn a lot about people by what they throw out. You might uncover some dark secret about them. Plus, they might be throwing out something with value that still works, like a VCR or some porn mags.

Watch TV, repeat everything said in Italian accent
Sort of entertaining. Include flamboyant shoulder shrugs for added impact, or go for a Marlon Brando set of grunts.

Send spooky emails
Look up someone's CV on the web, do some research on them via Google and then send them an email full of personal references claiming to be an ex-work colleague who fell in love with their shoes. Or something.

Play our useless games
Waste away the hours with our collection of useless game

Make prank phone calls
Very entertaining, but requires discipline. Remember - vulgarities don't make a call funny, but getting the other person to believe a ridiculous story will. Try seeing if you can get them to make noises to 'test' the line. One to get you started off: Call McDonalds with weird complaints about their food.

Pretend all humans will die except for people in room with
What would you do if this really happened? Would the group stay together, or would there be factions? Who would join what group? Remember, there would only be power for a few days before the plants ran out of fuel or broke. To travel, you would always have to be near cars to siphon gas out of. Best to do with people you know.

Step off a curb with eyes shut, imagine it's a cliff
To get any benefit out of this one, you have to have a good imagination. Don't step off immediately, build up to the jump. Study the ravine below. Feel the winds at that altitude. Step off and...AHHHHHH!!!!!

Try and sound Welsh
The key to sounding Welsh is to make sure that your voice goes up at the end of the sentence, so that everything sounds like a question. Throw in a superfluous 'isn't it?' at the end of everything you say and you're halfway there. Isn't it?

Burn things with a magnifying glass
Ants are always fun to use for this, but burning the face of someone you don't like, under some circumstances, can be just as entertaining.

Push your eyes for interesting light show
(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
See a variety of blobs, stars and flashes. Try to make out things your subconscious is trying to send you a message? Can you control what you see by pressing different areas with different forces? Would it be possible to somehow see the same effects on TV?

See how long you can hold your breath
(Amusement Potential: 4-20 minutes)
Not that much fun, but it sure passes the time. Play with a friend, or try to beat your own personal best. Some tips: hyperventilate before hand, and stay as still as possible.

Try to not think about penguins
(Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes)
This is especially hard, because by trying too much, you remember what you were trying to avoid thinking of. If you try too little, you end up thinking about penguins anyway.

Use your secret mind power
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Pick a passing by and try to use your mind power to command them do something, like drop their bag or knock into someone. The law of averages dictates that sooner or later one of your mind commands will come true, so you can convince yourself that you really have super human powers and waste even more time trying them out.

Scratch yourself
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Go ahead, scratch yourself now. Even if nothing itches, go ahead. Doesn't that feel pretty good?

Repeat the same word over and over until it loses its meaning
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Pick a random word out of a magazine and say it aloud to yourself until it becomes a meaningless set of noises.

Hurt yourself
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
What is pain? Why is it unpleasant? There's nothing physical about it - it's all in your mind. Plus, after pinching yourself for awhile, boredom will seem nice next to being in pain.

Try to swallow your tongue
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
There's not much to say about this one. It is possible.

Pretend to be a car
(Amusement Potential: 1-3 minutes)
Make appropriate revving noises in your head as you walk along and add a racing commentary as you pass strangers in the street. Use blinking eyes as indicators for extra authenticity.

Look at something for awhile, shut eyes, study after image
(Amusement Potential: 2-5 minutes)
Another great time waster. It takes about 30 seconds of staring to create an after image, and the image is then viewable for about the same length of time. Fun to combine this one with pushing on your eyes.

Get yourself as nauseated as possible
(Amusement Potential: 5-10 minutes)
Best achieved by looking straight up and spinning around. Try to be so dizzy you can't even stand up. This is also entertaining due to the "makes boredom seem a lot better" effect (see "Hurt Yourself").

Oh damn...SPM is another 2 weeks..no..wait..its less than 2 weeks..Arrghh..phobia phobia.Entah ape aku buat kat sini..hari hari online je.Release tension konon.huahaha..but its true whut..online can release my tension...buat aku forget about SPM for a moment.My first paper starts on 14 November...quick!quick! count how many days left for me...haiz..ape nak buat...minus plus also left another 11 days...mampoi.

Chat on MSN with this guy...and he was talking bout girls with small breast..ok i know u guys must be wondering..what the heck im chatting with this fellow rite..Hey he told me facts about the advantages of having small breast..

Ok a lil bit of change today.It's kinda bored to write all the entry in 'proper' english *ok i know..not all in proper english..my grammar sucks* Today im going to try the Malaysian style which is Bahasa Melayu+English=Manglish or issit the other way round, Mandarin+English=Manglish? Bahasa Melayu+Mandarin+English=Rojak....ok biarkan je la..pening kepala aku. Before i almost forget..Happy Deepavali to those celebrating Deepavali...yea love tosei so much...the mutton curry..yummy..mom went for deepavali visiting this morning..i made up my mind to just stay at home today.Next 2 days is already Raya..most of the kids will be jumping up and down.."'yeh yeh..besok rayer..'"or '"ohhh~balik kampunggg..ohohwoh balik kampung..."'...now hardly can hear that i guess.

Been very unlucky today...didn't know what's up with it. Will it be Karma?I dont think so...we done nothing wrong indeed.First thing...last Friday..i took photos of me and my friends in school,its the last year we are in that school..and after that..today i decided to develope the film,so..after finish up the film the camera will automactically rewind by itself.When i open the camera to take out the role..it actually never rewind finish! My mom and brother said.."it's all gone..the film been exposed.."I was like..."what the hell.....!!" Heck...i was flabbergasted!No words..totally speechless.Then later i followed my brother to see Mas,she's working in the Pakard Photo Shop,to check out what's wrong with the film.She said that the end of the film got a lil bit bend..so it cant rewind finish. "yea ok..a bend...so what now???Gone??!?" She said she'll check it out later..Damn..how could that happen?Gosh...i can curse for the whole day if i want too.**&&^%*^$%
*Beep**BeeP**$^&%...Oppss..over reacting pulak.

Ok..that's my part...now my dad's.His car was broke in by some 'bastards' i guess..he stole a POLO watch which dont belong to him..it's my dad's friend.Some cash was gone too...WTF man...
Dont he ever get enough from my dad's car?He once took all the 'syilings'.."did i spell it corect...i was too lazy to check on my dictionary" and now he go for notes! We suspect that its from the same person. 'Die In Hell man..'

Streamyz was totally sucks...what's wrong with the connection man.It goes on and off....server down or what?I was chatting with someone on MSN and it suddenly went of..and the worst part was..when im blogging the other day..the connection went off and i was unaware of it so after i've finish my entry i click Publish Post as usual and it suddenly came out "Sorry the page is not found"...dammit..and i try to connect back..but failed.My entry was gone!Bummers..

I've cut my hair..its rather short.Its weird..totally weird.

We definitely going to miss each other.....

ps=try to find me..LOL...click on the photo for a bigger view.

The Girl is what she is
The Girl try not to be bossy
The Girl try not to be silly
The Girl try not to be foolish
But the Girl try to be persistent

The Girl always wanted some attention
The Girl always wanted some benevolent
The Girl always wanted some serenity
But the Girl always botched to be that someone

The Girl created happiness around
The Girl created sadness around
The Girl created bliss and thrill around
The Girl created poems that dont rhyme
But the Girl have yet not creat herself

Seriously I dont have any idea on how to start my entry today...It just seems that out of sudden i am not satisfied at all the things that happened and things around me.Maybe It's just my egotistic playing in my lifeless mind and for some reason,i easily get annoyed by many things that i shouldn't be annoyed of.I've finally found my really bad side of 'The Me'...damn..what's wrong with me..People around me did mentioned that i dont get mad easily..but i do get mad of them..i just try to be rational and optimistic...and i can tell that most of them love taking advantage on me.They think that im so dumb and are not aware of it...they think that I am the 'everything is nevermind' fellow..they think that i'm not matured enough..they think that i love to be making fun of...they think that i'm brainless...and maybe some even think that i'm blind or deaf...But maybe its good to be blind so that i dont have to see all the destructions made by cruel,selfish,dim-witted and foolish human being.Even the smokers are getting on my nerves..every puff they took will destroy one innocent and naive little fellow without their awareness.Sad to say..my dad is a smoker...but hey..i cant hate him..he's my one and only dad and i'm his one and only princess...

Went to Sentral just now for dinner..ate at this Nasi Kandang restaurant..i've ordered the Nasi Briyani and to my surprise..i actually not satisfied on what im eating for my dinner..After that..i decided to buy a new glasses as mine is almost 'crooked' and scratches..I was in that shop for quite long as i cant make up my mind on which glasses that i want.In the end I've picked the one that im not satisfied with..and thanks mom...i get no help from you.. The worker was very friendly indeed and she said that the glasses that i picked is nice..and the colour is trendy..But for some reason..I DONT THINK SO...What ever it is...the glasses will be ready by next week..if its so not my type of glasses..I'll use my own saving to buy a new one some other time...

The new shopping,Mydin, just open today..and damn..it's pack with people.I went there with Zet after my add math tuition just now and later went with my parents..The fact is..Mydin is way better than Y&W shopping.Didn't know whether Y&W will last long or not.But one thing im not satisfied of Mydin is..it's too cramp in there.It's like there's too many things...I went to search on clothes..but dont have any..only baju kurungs and bras' ..yea bras'..there's plenty of em'.

One last thing that im not satisfied of is..or maybe its not the last..there's plenty of em'..the thing is my hair..found out recently that i have split ends...and so i think that im going to get a new hair cut soon..and i hope that i wont be 'so not satisfied' again after i've cut my hair.It's so weird..as now im seeing many negative stuffs infront of my eyes everywhere i go.Even in tuition..Damn..why cant the teacher be in class on time...In schools..i see more annoying girls around.Living a life isn't easy.

What??Coco Lee??My god..




















Now...Ashanti?Ermm..southern European..
not bad hur...LOL




















Our dearly Miss Sharyn(beruk)...100%pure chinese...Lucy Liu..haha..(the next Charlie Angel...=P)


















Ooopss..what happen to our Miss Sharyn?

Personality Profile:
You particularly enjoy the traditional way of life. Having drinks with your friends, attending parties and relaxing while watching TV are some of the simple pleasures you indulge in. You may also enjoy physical exercise. Your driving force is to retire as early as possible, so that you can do the things you enjoy more often. Your main source of ambition comes from this desire. You dont particularly like your job but you do it without complaining. You realize that the income that it provides is essential to your lifestyle. You are friendly yet competitive with your co-workers. This competitiveness may lead you to squander your earnings to match other peoples' possessions. You operate most effectively when there is a set power structure, and the lines of authority are clear. You know your place in the ranks, you play by the rules, and will deliver what is expected of you. You do not care for responsibility; you would rather be care free.


Its's so weird...haha=)

In 1980, David Lynch's masterpiece The Elephant Man was released. The film told the story of
John Merrick, a tragically deformed yet charming and intelligent Englishman. When it hit the screens in the 80s, it became a cult hit with sufferers of neurofibromatosis, the disease that the Elephant Man was thought to have had. Previously, it was though that he suffered from elephantiasis, a tropical disease causes by parasites in the bloodstream. However, it was suggested in 1979 that Merrick had Proteus syndrome or "Elephant Man's Disease", which causes abnormal, unchecked growth of bones, skin, and other systems. Fewer than 100 cases of Proteus have been recorded, while NF occurs in one in every 4,000 births. No condition has ever produced a degree of deformity equivalent to Merrick's. The Elephant Man was, in fact, named Joseph Carey Merrick. He is often called John because in the memoirs of Dr. Frederick Treves, Merrick's doctor, the name was deliberately changed to John. No one is sure why; it is suggested that Treves was merely senile.

Joseph Carey Merrick was born in Leicester, England in 1862. He began growing disfiguring tumors before the age of two and his condition rapidly worsened, rendering one of his arms completely useless. Nevertheless, he was described as a wonderfully imaginative and intelligent boy. When Joseph was 11, his mother, Mary Jane, who was also physically handicapped, died, and Joseph's father remarried. Joseph's stepmother was not nearly as compassionate as his mother, and she even gave Joseph's father an ultimatum: "Joseph, or me." The young Joseph was cast out of the home and went to live at the Leicester Union Workhouse, and sold shoe polish on the street. However, he was constantly taunted by crowds of cruel children and soon moved on to another line of work. Joseph became a sideshow freak: The Elephant Man, so-called for the roughness of his skin and a facial deformity that was said to resemble a trunk. Merrick's caretaker was Tom Norman, who was a far cry from the monster portrayed in the movie. Norman cared genuinely for Merrick, who was quite a success as a freak. Merrick accumulated 200 pounds, a large sum of money at the time. Sadly, he was robbed by an Austrian showman who was not connected with Norman, and left stranded in Belgium.

Returning home from Belgium, Merrick was discovered in the Liverpool train station by Dr. Frederick Treves, who had previously seen Merrick on display in a medical school. Merrick was suffering from bronchitis and malnutrition, and Treves brought him back to the Whitechapel Hospital. The hospital became Merrick's permanent home; in his room he wrote poetry and prose and built models from card stock, his most famous being of the St. Philip's cathedral. While the film suggests he built the model from the view from his window, it is likely he studied architectural drawings of the church.
Merrick died in his sleep in 1890. Nearly all of his body was preserved, though most of the specimens have been lost. His skeleton is still in a museum in Britain (it is not, nor ever was, owned by Michael Jackson).

A drawing of "The Elephant Man"

The skull

Heard about this Elephant Man in school just now...Mrs Tan Lay Heong,my Moral teacher was talking about this show she watched on TV quite long ago and it suddenly struck into my head "I've seen this movie before too" but can't really remember or be sure whether it was the related movie or not.

"'Tis true my form is something odd,

but blaming me is blaming god.

Could I create myself anew,

I would not fail in pleasing you.

Was I so tall,

could reach the pole,

or grasp the ocean with a span;I would be measured by the soul.

The mind's the standard of the man."

- a poem often quoted by Joseph Carey Merrick

Sitting on a wooden beige brench
Witness a full freedom of a swam of birds
Feeling overwhelmed by the view
Being a lunatic person as i am
Tired of the imposters on Earth
Never will it fade out or lose
In the mist of someone's heart
Bare a freedom that always up for grab
Tempting on everyone's eyes and heart
Sicken by all the thorn hopes
Survive for the only last breath in life
Never wanted to be notice
Only for underwooden forest
Hearing all the sounds of silence
Tired of being bored and cold
Now is the time
Sooner or later will it be revealed
For me to say Goodbye forever

Just great...my stupidity just fooled me again..it made me walked under the hot sun to tuition just now and in the end i need to walk back.A big notice was attached on the down floor door."KELAS TUISYEN HARI SABTU,8 OKTOBER 2005,DIBATALKAN.KELAS DIBATALKAN SEMPENA HARI TYT NEGERI MELAKA.KELAS HARI AHAD DIJALANKAN SEPERTI BIASA.TERIMA KASIH."daMmit...i forgot that today is the Public Holiday.No wonder i saw no one at downstairs 'lepaking'.Usually there will be 'students' siting on their motorcycle chit-chatting and smoking.Heck...howcome the teacher never give any early notice..tak payah aku penat penat jalan.Same goes to yesterday...me and Zet went for add math class yesterday..and when we reach there...the kakak told us "dik..class cikgu rashid eh?Hari ni takder class...cikgu rashid takder" heck..so we went to the newly open shopping,Y&W,downstairs.Seriously..there's nothing much in there...and then i bumped into my mom.We can even still smell the fresh paint..its choking me to death...while Zet said.."Hey..nice smell eh.." duh...she should get her nose check someday.LOL...

Title was taken from the song 'Wake me up when September ends'-Greenday,i just change it to October...well..i really need to wake myself up..SPM is in early November man.Let's see...ever wonder if i had prepared myself yet..let's put it this way..If you think that i'm prepared then i am if u think that i'm not then it will be..I'm NOT....sounds lame..i think so too.Just ignore it..im just out of words right now.I dont even know when i will be prepared for exams...i never be prepared for exams..and i wonder why.I just dont like exams...but matter of fact is..i dont really hate exams...i just hate the results after d exams..the results will ruin my life.It's like there's a sharp pointed knife hanging up above your head waiting for it's chance to drop on u.How ironic is that.I still watch my favourite TV Shows every day....listen to the radio every day...lazing around my house every day...surf the net..chatting...playing Hexic with Birdie..Friendster-ing...download more MP3s....and so on..it seems like i've finish my SPM...damn.How i wish SPM is over...Wake up!Wake up!...it hasn't begin..how will it be over..

Its an off day for all the Form 5 students today..i dont know why..but maybe its because of the PMR that are going on...Best of luck to Melisa...my dearly cousin who takes the exam this year. Talking about PMR...i did imperfectly badly...i remembered i cried for the whole day man.Ooppss...im not supposed to say this here...but anyway..its the past..no one can change it.People cry when they failed..well maybe not everyone..but a number of them...and i think im one of em'....but taddaa..im still here to face another task in life...i dont take shortcuts when i failed..that is what im proud about myself. Hold on, if you feel like letting go...Hold on, it gets better than you know,Don't stop looking you're one step closer,Don't stop searching it's not over-Good Charlotte,"Hold on".Full of meanings in a piece of song..Recently addicted to James Blunt's and JEM's songs...pretty nice songs..

Walking along a boulevard
Seeing things that are in black and white
Blinded by the whitelight across the street
Stimulating words that can never be found

Between the darkside
Living in an enigma full of curiosity
Feeling left out from where you are standing
It seems like you are almost 6 feet under

Notice me by mistake
Silence surrounded the rather windy cold air
Sleepness nights haunts me down
Leaving me aside in a dark shadow
Unseen,unknown,unreveal

Chasing the aim that can never be reach out
Feeling hopeless and exhausted by the game of life
Story of the endless curiosity never end
To where it will end will never gone

Fading with the mist in the morning
After dawn the nite souls are out
Wandered everywhere without doubt
Now i'm standing here with a burden
Not knowing where or who should i turn to

I saw blindness and deafness everywhere
From where it begins
Will soon be in the final task

The bidding for the Nescafe Kisk-start Session 2 had just closed an hour ago.Didn't manage to see who was at the top of the iPod and Nokia phone list cause i was busy writing a friend's autograph book.As usual..its going to be the end of my schooling days in MGSS soon..so everyone is busy passing around their autograph book for a remembrance...we didn't know what or where we will be in the next 10 or 20 years,we didn't know how long can we live,and we didn't know whether if we can meet again after our last schooling day...that's just sad to leave everything away and just keep it as a memory in our heart.

Went for tuition classes just now...and while walking to there,a Proton Wira car suddenly stop in the middle of the busy road and other cars and busses are honking at him..well ofcause he put on the signals but why on earth he suddenly stopped..i say to myself at that moment,"Heck..he must be nuts or probably he's on the phone..but he dont seem to be holding a phone..oh no..he reverse his car..maybe he wants to ask for direction.."so,i was still curious but i just walk on and out of sudden he honk and wind down his car window...and surprise surprise...its Fatin's brother,a guy with a pair of big glowing eyes(the killer's eyes..LOL),who work in the office at PSI...Well he then asked me to get in and give me a ride to PSI which was only going to be another 5 minutes walking distance...and while in the car we had a short conversation..and i did told him that he shouldn't be stopping in the middle of the road like that..and he said.."lah..tadi nampak kau jalan so aku stop la...on the way skali." Haha...dont have to be too generous la.

Countdown for SPM is getting nearer..closer..and closer..let me see..if im not mistaken,left 43 days.Heck...miserable is what you can best describe me as now.My trial results were totally pathetic except for my English,which i think was quite ok,but others...damn..horrible results especially my Economic paper.Sad to say..i failed badly...*sign* I really hate memorizing facts...i'm just sooo bad at it.It's like whenever i try to memorize something..some other things came across my mind..and all the thing that i memorized got mix up and in the end..it will produce...'crapz'.Hard to believe..u'd better believe it.For now..leave this thing aside..

The bidding at Nescafe Kick-Start starts!!My points was still not enough for the iPod...Arrgghh..i soooo want that iPod...not my luck i guess.Others had a higher point than me.Nevermind..i'll wait for the iPod to drop from the sky one day.LOL...for this second session,i wont be getting anything...need to wait for the next session.Everyone seemed to have like 10-30k..while i dont even have 5k..what the heck...My 6 cans of Nescafe Ice that i won the last session will be posted to me soon...the guy from the Nescafe Kickstart called me the other day...introduced himself as Nicholas on the phone.He even said"..dont worry...we will send u your item.You will receive it at anytime.." In my mind i was saying "duh..why should i be worried??" haha...They are kind enough to send me the 6 cans of that Nescafe Ice all the way from KL..a BIG cheers for them~!

This was the before...looks neat and are in order...

Tadaa...the new look and design of Friendster with the CSS add on...i'm not sure if i matches the colour well...erm..kinda weird,maybe i will change some other time...

So which one is better?Before or After?

There are 13 items hiding in the locked room, found all and get out of the
room,there are less than 4,000 people in the world can do it.

0-6 items, your IQ is very low, total idiot
6-8 items, Low IQ, u r an idiot
9-10 items, u r normal
11-12 items, your IQ is high, above the average.
13 items, Don't Talk about ya...

Crimson Room
http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/crimson/crimson_e.php

Crimson Room:There are many rooms as following, they all are under the similar clues of
Crimson Room:

Viridian Room
http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/viridian/index_e.php


The Blue Chamber
http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/bluechamber/index_e.php


The Darkness
http://www.comp.nus.edu.sg/~chanhaor/darkness.html


The House
http://members.thai.net/sinthai/thehouse.html



Thou im not that genius..i dont have a high IQ either..so what i do was..looking for clues on the net...hehe.It's just for fun anyway.But try to solve them yourself before u get help from clues....

Few hours back...i went out for a dinner with my family.But before taking our dinner at the Yong Peng Fishball restaurant..we drop by Senyum because i wanted to change my disc..Charlie And The Chocolate Factory that i bought last few days ago.I asked for VCD but i wonder why my VCD player cant play the disc..and my younger brother said that it was DVD.So i tell the guy just now that i cant play the disc because its DVD not VCD...he can just smile and said "cannot be la...this is VCD la..i test for you..See..VCD la..DVD yellow colour wan..maybe ur player got problem.."duh..he did changed a new one and when i got back home...still the same.Heck...Why is my VCD player so sensitive wan..k back to what i really need to blog..I was almost KNOCKED DOWN by a car...seriously...its definitely not my fault if i was knocked down..its that blardy blind driver's fault.I was crossing the libra crossing when the traffic light already turned to the red light and the light for the crossing path turned to green where you can see a cute lil guy in green walking in action,showing that we can cross safely now to the other side of the road.. and a car already stop to let me cross..and then out of sudden a Kancil was speeding towards me while im crossing...at that time my leg was rooted to the ground and i can hear my mom's and brother's voice back there..they almost shout...damn..i was so shocked and luckily that driver (dunno she got liscense or not..or she had the lesen kopi) stop her car just in time and i can see that she break really hard ...i looked at the malay girl and she can just smile..WTF...If can i just wanna pull her out of the car and hit her with my shoes man..as though she cant see the traffic light..i wonder if she's colour blind or totally blind.I cant remember her car number but its Johor plate number...Argghh...stupid driver.Moment ago...i was wondering what will happen if the car really knocked me down..ermm..then i wont be sitting here blogging ofcoz.Glad that i'm home now...so people out there beware of these wacko physco drivers when you're on the road...dont think that using the libra crossing is safe.And to those drivers out there...Red means Stop...so Stop your vehicle when it's RED..