Expect The Unexpected When You Almost Reach Out

After attending my few lecture classes yesterday and today, i feel kinda bored thou. I just dont know why. Hahaha... isn't 1st day would be fun? Nah.. i guess i haven't found any right company to hang out with yet. Few friends that i know since foundation not in the same tutorial class with me and mostly are in different courses. Sigh. And so what a coincidence.. i'm in AV3 now. As in foundation i was in TB3. Hah.

I hate my schedule... the break between classes is like 3-4 hours!!! What am i supposed to do there in campus for hours?!!? Just like today, this week we only have our lecture class and no tutorial class...so my first lecture was just now in the morning...8am-10am... and later on my next lecture will be at 2pm. Argh... well..so i decided to come back my hostel before starting my 2pm lecture thou. If not i'll be bored to death. =/

Right now... i still dont know anyone from my tutorial class yet except for one guy that i'm not close with during my foundation...haven't meet the others as i dont know who they are. But i guess i'll get to know a few of them in the next lecture. Hopefully they are not those 'lansi' type of people that don't want to 'choi' me... if not then i'll be so outcast over there. Sigh.

will update later on... ciaoz

Finally.... FINALLY i can sleep without having any worries about my results. Yey!!! my exam result was out in the evening just now. Was watching Hana Yori Dango II in Crunchyroll when Mandy messaged me saying that the results are out in UTAR Intranet. As usual... i was shocked! and just stared at the screen for a moment. Damn kan cheong i tell u. Hands also start shaking by itself... hahaha.. And so i open the page and key in my username and password...clicking my way thru to get my results...scrolled down with my eyes close and keeping my finger cross. I was like... " plz plz let me pass... dont fail me... plz plz plzzzz!!!" and slowly i opened my eyes.. Tadaaa~ I fcuking PASSED all subjects!!! Ho Ho Ho.. well...although my CGPA was a lil low... but at least it was above 2.0 and i dont have to go Kampar.. Hahaha... I'm soooo happpiiee right now. Wweeee~

So degree.... here i come!!!! muahahaha *winks*

I wanted to blog about something now but i dont know what to blog. What the hell. So i'll just let my fingers to do the work then..

Anyway im still waiting for my results to be out. And i wonder why are they keeping our results for so damn long. So I think i'll be back in KL (my second home) either on Sunday or Monday as my orientation day is on the 23rd May. Ah well... this semester break was pretty sucky. Spending most of my time in TVs and online movies. Sigh. I still hope that i wont go to Kampar.




Before im done with this entry...here's a picture sent recently by my aunt from Singapore and i was laughing my head off and was like..... WTFish!!!

and the msg goes like this....

Oh dear...Super Identity crisis.. This person wants to be both pretty and "handsome" (*bluek*) For goodness sake, at least shave off that moustache and keep long hair or wear a wig!! super disgusting!! seen infront of tekka mall...power!! Hv u seen tis guy?wow Piang !! Its really happening in Singapore!

Hopefully i wont see one in Malaysia.... or else i will make sure you'll get arrested by the fashion police!! Gaahhh...

Not knowing of what to blog at first suddenly came up with this. Pretty interesting huh. Hahaha...so till then im signing out.

To my Mummy...here i wanna wish you

Yea... Happy Mother's Day mummy. Luv you always and thanks for everything. <3

Well..im here to wish all the mothers out there a happy mother's day too. Here's a song from Fundamental Mentalities feat. Caryn and D'Cuzzy

Happy Mother's Day

that's me, chia wuen, perpz, justine in wings cafe

*with chia wuen*

and this is Perpin a.k.a Perpz =b

lastly..its Justine

thankz for the ride justine =)

Recently i don't seem to have the mood to actually update my blog. Why? I dont know why. Sigh. This afternoon i wanted to online on my laptop and guess what... I can connect to the internet but i cant seem to get on the internet.. i mean all the website cannot be displayed. MSN Messenger cant be log in.. yahoo messenger and skype too. Maybe i accidently deleted some system file while clearing some files in C drive.All i remembered was deleting the Ravmone thing.. Gaaahhh... or maybe its something else i dont know. Anyone knows why?Any idea?

Well for the meantime now i'm using another computer to online. What i've been up to lately? Ermm.. first of all..I'm back in Malacca. It's so damn good to be home. I miss watching the tv and also mom's cooking especially. I kinda spent a week in KL before coming back home as me and my friends went searching for a house to rent in Seksyen 17. For some reason, I'm sick of staying in Millennium Court. Been searching and calling....and in the end...sad to say we failed to get one. We found a house.. but it was way over our budget so we decided not to take it. Another house which we think will be just fine was taken by someone else. Bummers. So right before i came back here, i called another agent and she said that she'll called me back when she found any houses around that area. Till now i dont receieve any call from her thou. Oh ya...even called another agent too which was in Tiara. She said she has one empty with 3 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms if i'm not mistaken but its not ready to be viewed till next week...and again she said she'll called back. Nah haven't heard of any news that she'd called back from my friend. Anyway... if anyone who is reading this know any house for rent in Seksyen 17 and it's below RM1700...do tell me ayte... thanks.

Lately i'm kinda into Jrock. Bwahahaha.... Thanks to Kath for introducing me to X-Japan when i was in Form4.

I lurve their songs till now. Those who doesn't know X-Japan... well...they are a legend...interested? Here X-Japan. Hide was one of the member of X-Japan. R.I.P Hide. Besides that if you happened to like this band already... try go on YouTube and search for X-Japan the Last Live.Watching Forever Love and Endless Rain can really make you cry. =b

Ah well...I lurve Yoshiki. He's da man!! The songs that he wrote are really beautifull.. and the way he plays the piano... you'll love him even more.Gahahahaha.. So i've been searching some stuff bout him and he's right now in Violet UK... and weird.. the album has not been released till now. I heard a few songs already on youtube and downloaded from Multiply... it's really nice. So far i like Unnamed Song, Sex and Religion, Amethyst, Blind Dance and I'll Be Your Love. Ahhhh.... i can't wait for their album to be released thou.

Do try Glay. Their songs are not bad too. Oh and also Gackt. Hyde's was really nice too.

As for movies... I'd watched Moon Child last two days. It's a good movie. I watched it over the internet. Starring Gackt,Hyde and Lee Hom. And so it's a movie of mix Japanese and Mandarin.

To my surprise.. Gackt and Hyde speaks Mandarin quite well. And by the way...both are hotties yo *winks*... Gahahaha.. There.. the left is Gackt and Hyde on the right.

Next was this show.... Kagen No Tsuki(Last Quarter), since i can't get enough of Hyde.. He's so cute. Hehehe...This story is rather complicated.. but kinda nice if you understand. Then again i still prefer Moon Child. By the way, i dont watch these 2 movies in YouTube.. i watched it on Crunchyroll. I find it was better to watch movies on this Crunchyroll rather than YouTube.

Lately i haven't been watching any new released movies yet. I haven't watch Spiderman 3... anyone wanna take me out for a movie? Dang... i just feel like going to Midvalley GSC now. Hahaha... anyway... nothing much that i can blog about right now. Guess will update soon. So till then.. ciaoz.

13th December 1964 - 2nd May 1998

Hide, a member of X-Japan since 1987 till the disbanding of that group in 1997 but however he did his solo career and released his first album in 1994, Hide Your Face. Later on another album was released, Psyence.

For ofcoz his death was a shocked to everyone back then.

hide passed away May 2, 1998. He was drunk that morning. A girlfriend brought him to bed but when she went to check on him an hour later, he was not in his room. He had hanged himself with a ripped towel in his bathroom apartment, having tied the towel to the doorknob. He was barely alive when the ambulance arrived, but he later died in the hospital. Hideto was only 33. Four fans around the country attempted suicide when the news were made public, two of them succeeding.

Took this on the net...

The remaining members of X Japan performed "Forever Love" at the funeral, and the band leader Yoshiki gave a speech. He was crying and shaking so hard that he was struggling to hold onto the paper on which he had written the speech. It read, in part:

"I'm very shocked to hear about his death. I still can't believe what has happened. Right now, he's sleeping with a beautiful face. I tried to wake him up many times, but he's still sleeping.
"Between the five of us, hide was the one who kept his calm and thought out things. Even though I was the leader, he was the calm one who gave me good advice when I was being short tempered and emotional. Of course with all that pressure, he too almost lost his identity. But during those hard times, he'd always give me a call. We would talk about X, music, friends, life, fans, almost anything. He was like a big brother to me and sometimes like a young brother too. We'd drink together and sometimes fight. But the next day, he'd come to me and say, 'Yoshiki, have I done something last night? I'm sorry, I don't remember a thing.' But this time, he didn't say anything back to me... sleeping.
"To all fans and friends, you must all be confused. I also cannot express this sadness in words, but we must understand and accept this painful reality. Everyone please watch over his eternal sleep warmly."

Ah well...today is Hide's 9th year death anniversary. To those who knows him, let's take a moment to remember him and his music that had inspired all. I dont really know this guy as much as others might but he'll be remembered all the time.

::-Rest In Peace Hide-::

Here's a video of Forever Love by X-Japan made by his fan...