The heart has its reason of which reason knows nothing...
From: Malacca, Malaysia
About me: about me...im just a simple girl who live in a simple life...nothing much interesting bout me.I'm just like everyone else u see on the street.I love to write...yea but only the thing that i wanted to write..not the thing that i'm force to write.Imagine stuffs that are not really going to happen..maybe at least not now i guess..like when will the aliens from outer space will visit us on Earth?Do we really need to live on Mars sooner or later?Or..'Human Mermaids' really exist?Yikes...!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Another survey
The Rules: Remove the blog in the top spot from the following list and bump everyone up one place. Then add your blog to the bottom spot.
1. Krazie*Angel
2.delphinus
3. ~sharyn mae~
4. yi zhen
5. Jenny Tay
Then you select five people to pass the love on to.
Here's my selection:
1. RuoBing
2. Zeti
3. Agnes
4. Fireburn
5. Kath?
What were you doing ten years ago?
Was in Primary 2 in MGS1...and performing this 'Banana Boat' song with a few classmates during Teacher's Day.
2. What were you doing 1 year ago?
Woke up early in the morning on weekdays and get ready for school.Attending tuition class...and worrying about SPM..and finally get done with SPM till the very last paper...
3. Five super fatty and high cholesterol snacks you enjoy:
1. Fried Chickens with the skin still on em'
2. Pizza with extra cheese
3. French Fries
4. Burgers with the fried egg in it and lotsa mayonnaise
5. Nasi Lemak
4. Five songs to which you know all the lyrics off your head right now:
1. A.B.C.
2. Cokelat-Kupilih dia
3. Twinkle little star
4. Duncan Sheik-HalfLife
5. Simple Plan-untitled
5. Five things you would do if you were a millionaire (a millionaire doesn't mean having only 1 mil..but millions...)
1. Invest
2. Travel around the world with Family
3. Try all the delicious,highly rank foods that available in the world
4. Save the Earth
5. Bank in my money
6. Five bad habits:
1. Doing things at the last minute
2. Crack my knuckles
3. Addicted to TV
4. Sleep late at night and wake up pretty late in the morning
5. Love taking supper
7.Five things you like doing:
1. Sleep
2. Online
3. Watch tv
4. Laze around at the beach and view the surrounding while enjoy the sea breeze
5. Treasure Hunt maybe..
8. Five things you would never wear, buy, or get new again:
1. I'll never wear those high socks...freakin' ugly
2. School Shoes..haha
3. those 'Alladdin Shoes'... not my type of shoes
4. School Uniforms
5. I'll never wear thight,extreamly short(where it's better that you only wear ur underwear instead..duh) shorts.
9. Five favorite toys:
1. my teddy bear
2. PC
3. scrabble
4. snake-ladder
5. My handphone?..
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Poor thing..
Receive an e-mail from a friend in Thailand..and i've been wondering whether it is a dog or what..
Saw the "Lap Chiong" in between the 'dogs'?..hahha..Remember to tell your mom or grandmother to watch out if they don't wanna buy dog's meat instead. Good thing that we Malaysian don't eat dog's meat...Eeww..
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Half-Life
by Duncan Sheik
I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear
before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear
It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends
maybe,I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind
I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing,
my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out
but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing
It takes so much out of me to pretend
maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again
'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down
wake me,
let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again
Current song that stuck in my head now.I do really need to see the daylight and leave behind the half-life.Dont you think so.
I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear
before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear
It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends
maybe,I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind
I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing,
my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out
but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing
It takes so much out of me to pretend
maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again
'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down
wake me,
let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again
Current song that stuck in my head now.I do really need to see the daylight and leave behind the half-life.Dont you think so.
It's over
Damn..who would expect this to happen.Thinking back again..what happened yesterday was like a dream.And now im awake.I stop working at the fun-fair already..well its not me its us..three of us stop working today.Well it's just too troublesome for three of us..so we decided to let go that job.I thought it will be a perfect part-time job but its obvious now..it's not a perfect job afterall.If you guys were wondering what's the reason for us to quit..well i'm asking that myself too.Let me think...okay..i'll state afew reasons that i can think of right now.
- Too troublesome...dont really have proper transport.
- Yesterday the boss somehow wasn't in good mood..so you know rite..since the boss wasn't in good mood he will only find our mistakes instead of our rights.(yea..no wonder he kept looking at me with a weird kind of look on his face yesterday...and somehow he dont seems to be interested in Ong's work.Hey..its our first time what..they can't blame us if we did a few mistakes for the first time right?Bummer..)
- Thinking back again..the pay wasn't reasonable.We get to know that others get a higher pay than us.
- Since our appearance there was not making the "boss happy"..So what for working there and face his stupid face everyday.Hey..i cant work in that type of condition you know.Although the other workers around are friendly..its no use if the 'boss' is unfriendly to us.
- Lastly that i can think of is...Damn..i hate that stupid Chinese New Year songs man..
And so that's it..it was such a screw up thing.And maybe its good for us too.Life move on right.So i think after Chinese New Year..i'll get a job in Sentral(if there's any) and quickly finish up my car license as soon as possible. Dont wanna darg too much things again.So sick of it...So sick of staying at home and become almost useless and dumb.Really have to do something about it.Just wish me luck guys..
Finally...
Yesh..finally found a part-time job.It was not plan actually..out of sudden i receive a call from Sotong this afternoon asking me if i wanna work. Guess where..?In a fun-fair.Not that bad actually.What is bad was..gezz..have to work full-time during chinese new year.But ofcoz they'll pay you double. I was supposed to start tomorrow with Ong..but Sotong kept asking us to start immediately as they don't have enough worker there.So we start working today...went there around 8pm and finish at 12am. There's not much people today..maybe because it's Monday..and i dare not imagine when it comes to Friday and Saturday..i'm sure it will be pack with lotsa people. I was in one of the counter with Uncle..(didn't know what's his name) and damn...he was playing that Chinese New Year songs on the CD player with 2 big speaker!And he turned on very very loud...Oh my gowd..what the heck man.I was like..oh great new year songs....blardy hell. But after that, that Uncle asked me.."you got hear indian songs or not?" and i said to him,"Yea..got...i hear to any songs.." (damn..i rather hear indian songs than that chinese new year songs man..) And thank gowd..he changed the songs. But its not for long..he switched back to that CNY songs again..At that time i rather switch counter with Sotong as her counter dont have any radio or CD player.
However...maybe god pity me and guess what happen...after the 3rd song (if im not mistaken), it went crazy..weird sounds can be heard and the thing stop..(Yesh!Good..thank god thank god..the CD somehow spoil or went nuts..i dont care) After that, Uncle switch to Chinese songs..LeeHom's,David Tao's..and don't know who else..(i dont really hear chinese songs).
When i was there today..time pass rather slow. But now..it looks like time flies rather fast. After our work today...we went to Kota Laksamana to take some supper.Me and Sotong had 'Burger Special' whereas Ong had fried rice. We even saw Sai Shiow Xin (my primary close friend..well after secondary we wasn't that close thou because she transferred to another school) there with her friends. I thought she didn't recognize me anymore..but she said to me.."aiya..the moment i saw you just now..i know it's you la.." She hasn't change much from the last time i met her..
What else that i need to add on...oh yea..workers around there was pretty friendly. Most of the boys there are only 15 years old and still schooling.Gezz..tomorrow got school and they can work till this late.
So..nothing much actually did happen today when i was there. Maybe in days to come..there will be more exciting or weird things happen there...who knows right.We thought of trying the 'Spin round and round' ride tomorrow as we workers dont have to pay for the ride. It's Free Of Charge for workers only.Hahaha..Thus..will update later.
However...maybe god pity me and guess what happen...after the 3rd song (if im not mistaken), it went crazy..weird sounds can be heard and the thing stop..(Yesh!Good..thank god thank god..the CD somehow spoil or went nuts..i dont care) After that, Uncle switch to Chinese songs..LeeHom's,David Tao's..and don't know who else..(i dont really hear chinese songs).
When i was there today..time pass rather slow. But now..it looks like time flies rather fast. After our work today...we went to Kota Laksamana to take some supper.Me and Sotong had 'Burger Special' whereas Ong had fried rice. We even saw Sai Shiow Xin (my primary close friend..well after secondary we wasn't that close thou because she transferred to another school) there with her friends. I thought she didn't recognize me anymore..but she said to me.."aiya..the moment i saw you just now..i know it's you la.." She hasn't change much from the last time i met her..
What else that i need to add on...oh yea..workers around there was pretty friendly. Most of the boys there are only 15 years old and still schooling.Gezz..tomorrow got school and they can work till this late.
So..nothing much actually did happen today when i was there. Maybe in days to come..there will be more exciting or weird things happen there...who knows right.We thought of trying the 'Spin round and round' ride tomorrow as we workers dont have to pay for the ride. It's Free Of Charge for workers only.Hahaha..Thus..will update later.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Always in my heart
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According to Ah Bird,we are 'Happy Tree Friends!!' and i was so totally agree with that.Man miss you guyz so much.Too bad Cucumber Mama wasn't in this photo.If im not mistaken...she helped us took this photo that time. At first...we hardly know each other but years had pass...the bond between us grew stronger each day.And still our friendship never fade away.
And then when it comes to the end of our schooling days...we had so much fun taking photograph for our remembrance..Ahh..cucumber mama was in these photos.And there's Senget,VJ and Bekah too...
As days pass us
We never know what obstacles await us
We see things in the same way
We shared tears and laughter together
When it comes to the end of our high school days
We have to say farewell to each other
Never will i forget the days we used to hang out together
With much delight and hilarity
Hope that you guys will take good care of youself
When we ought to be facing the real world outside
Hope that those days won't be forgotten
And till we meet again,we shall bring back those memories
And here i would like to say
"You guyz will always be in my heart..Friends Forever"
So...out of sudden came out with this 'poem'.Specially meant for the unforgettable friends of mine.Luv ya~!..-Cheers-
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Erm..just those questions..
Got this from >Beruk
1. What time did you get up this morning? 12 something...
2. Diamonds or Pearls? Diamonds..Its a girl bestfriend afterall
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Cinema huh..ermm..supposed to be Kingkong but damn..no tickets.The last time...i cant remember!
4. What is your favorite TV show? quite a number..Malaysian Idol,FearFactor,GilmoreGirls..just to name afew la..
5. What did you have for breakfast? Dont really take breakfast...but had Nasi Lemak and Milo for breakfast/lunch
6. What is your middle name? Hai Yen..huh..is this my middle name?
7. What is your favorite cuisine? Asian
8. What foods do you dislike? Tasteless foods...
9. Your favorite Potato chip? Pringles
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? all my burn-cds...save my money..no need to buy outside..
11. What kind of car do you drive? Toyota Belta...hehehe...in my dreams..
12. Favorite sandwich? Egg with cheese sandwich,Tuna with extra mayonnaise...yummy
13. What characteristics do you despise? Great pretender, annoying 'kawaii-an',lame-o-arse fellas
14. What are your favorite clothes? Any clothes that suits me
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Europe..erm no..Korea..wait wait...Japan..shit..i cant make up my mind..huahuahaha
16. What color is your bathroom? eh? Does it matter?White lo..
17. Favorite brand of clothing? Any brand will do..i dont have money to buy branded stuffs
18. Where would you want to retire to? ermm..anywhere..
19. Favorite time of day? Sleeping time!
20. Where were you born? Melaka General Hospital
21. Favorite sport to watch? not into sports actually...
22. Who do you least expect to send this back? RuoBing
23. Who do you expect to send it back first? AhBird
24. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi Cola..haha
25. Are you a morning person or night owl? Night owl i guess
26. Any new and exciting News? Yeay..FireCrackers are banned in Malaysia...yeay!(BlardyHelll)
27. What did you want to be when you were little? lawyer,manager...
28. What is your best childhood memory? Wow..alot.When i first time riding a bicycle..
29 . What are the different jobs you have had in your life? part time job as a salegirl only..that was last 3 years..
30. Nicknames? Tortoise,ToiToi,Ahtoi,Ninja Turtle(man..where does these names come from?),girl,Jie,Jen,yen..Fuhyo banyak eh..haha..apa mau buat..
31.Piercing's? 2
32.Eye Color? Dark brown or Black..not sure..haha
33. Ever been to Africa? on TV....yesh..haha
34. Ever been toilet papering? er...for what?We dont celebrate Halloween here so no need to throw toilet papers around the house...lol
35. Been in a car accident? Thank god...takda
36. Favorite day of the week? Friday/Saturday
37. Favorite restaurant? I dont know the name...
38. Favorite flower? white tulips,violet roses,..
39. Favorite ice cream? Wall's
40. Favorite fast food restaurant? KFC
41. How many times did you fail your driver's test? Haha..for the moment not yet..
42. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? GSC
43. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? book store/music store
45. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire? AhBird
47. What are you listening to right now? U2-With or without you
48. Your favorite color? black, blue,red,light purple,white
49. How many tattoos do you have? none
51. What time did you finish this e-mail? 1.15am
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Chinese New Year mood..nah..
Totally so not in the mood for Chinese New Year this year. What the heck man...firecrackers are banned in Malaysia! Where's the spirit??Where's the fun??Where's the noise??Geezz..so dull. According to our ancestors...firecrackers kept the evil monster away or something like that ar...duh but now what's the point...all these superstitious is going to be an acient history afterall. But wait wait a moment... people nowadys somehow getting more creative or should i say bizarre. They found a replacement for FireCrackers...
Taadaa!!Just havta put in the batteries and there you go...this so-called firecraker can imitate the real firecraker sound and for additional...there's even music for you to enjoy...erm..weird.
So thats an issue...another is..Those singers singing chinese new year songs.Beh tahan man i hear them.Sometimes its pretty annoying and funny at the same time.And guess what??I cant believe my dad bought a CD of those singers!!!Well mom wanted to hear to M-Girls..oh my gawdd...mom hearing to M-Girls???yau mo kau cho arr... Since when mom know how to hear chinese songs?Hahaha..Mission on..need to hide that CD somewhere else.
This few weeks been busy going to shopping malls to buy new year clothes ofcoz. Geezz..there's so many people around..choosing and grumbling and even cursing going around. So mom and i went to haunt for clothes early in the morning...well not that early la..there's still other people who were there earlier than us.At least we can shop peacefully and dont have to wait for a long queue just to use the fitting room.
According to mom...dad probably have to go Singapore working during the chinese new year week....That is totally soooo sux.It definitely wouldn't be fun without him around...hopefully he wont be going to Singapore on that week thou.
Damn...why is this chinese new year mood haven't come to me? Geezz..pathethic.
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Driving can be fun sometimes
A little bit relieved now after my first time,well not actually first time, driving a car. Went for the 6 hours teori yesterday.And again..frezzing in the class for 3 hours.Another 3 hours on the site driving.It's quite fun but the only thing that was not fun was the waiting and you can only go very very slow...because all of us there were first time learners and ofcoz we dont wanna bang other cars infront. After the 3 hours in class we were seperated in groups and lucky for me that i get an instructor that was pretty friendly towards me. The moment i entered his car i quickly told him "Uncle..i dont know anything..i never drive before.." and he taught me from A to Z.."Oh,never drive before?Ok..nevermind..First check this..that...seatbelt..blablabla..." and off i went driving and changing gear one and two only. Turned around the place there for few rounds and he even asked me to overtake a few cars infront because the cars infront were too slow. (Geez..am i that fast?hahaha...perasan betul aku ni.) Good thing that i didn't bang any cars infront or 'mati enjin' in the middle of the road.Well more to come for me...i still haven't learn how to reverse or parking...only learned how to get the car moving and change to gear one and two. What's so great about the Uncle was..while im driving round and round..he can asked me questions and its not about driving stuff.."Where you stay?Never find a job?....blablabla..." and in the second session..which was after our lunch time he told me.." You eat already right..i not yet eat so you drive slowly ar...i wanna eat my bread." And there he ate his bread .Duh..how many intructor can you find eating while he's sitting in the car that was driven by a person that never drive before?
I admit that i was pretty sleepy while driving yesterday.HAhaha...and there's once the Uncle asked me to step on the clutch because there's car infront stopped and guess what...haha,,"Eh step on the clutch..step on the clutch..." and he repeated a few times...and i didnt answer him.Then when it gets nearer quickly i step on the clutch and heard Uncle asked me.."eh step already or not?Dangerous if get too close.." So i replied,,"yea...step already..just in time." Hahaha... pretty close.So the moral of the story is...Dont drive when you're sleepy.
I still dont know when will be the next lesson...hope that i wont bang any other cars or 'langgar tiang'
in the future.Just glad that my first one went smoothly.
I admit that i was pretty sleepy while driving yesterday.HAhaha...and there's once the Uncle asked me to step on the clutch because there's car infront stopped and guess what...haha,,"Eh step on the clutch..step on the clutch..." and he repeated a few times...and i didnt answer him.Then when it gets nearer quickly i step on the clutch and heard Uncle asked me.."eh step already or not?Dangerous if get too close.." So i replied,,"yea...step already..just in time." Hahaha... pretty close.So the moral of the story is...Dont drive when you're sleepy.
I still dont know when will be the next lesson...hope that i wont bang any other cars or 'langgar tiang'
in the future.Just glad that my first one went smoothly.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Photosszz..2
Yeay...see me!see me!.. 
and you raised me up~....
..I like to move it,move it...
Dont you just love their hairstyle...
With a cousin of mine..Glenn
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Baby Blog turns one Today!
Its already been a year since i first started this blog of mine. Started with a very not so interesting entry and grew up more things to blog about each day then.Jennytay88.blogspot.com just dont care about grammar mistakes or spellings mistakes or even what language was used.Its just about the blogger herself who do whatever she wants with her blog.Despite of any topics or any harsh word was used...she is still not a racist.Sometimes she dont even know what the heck she's typing or says...its just doesn't matter.
Photosszz..
Just some of the photos took in D-Paradise...
Granduncle,Jerrick,dad,Glenn,Me and Mum..those are real pumpkins anyway.
Different types of pumpkins i guess..according to Glenn,its fake.Looks real huh..
These beautiful Orchids...lovely..
The garden wont look more lively without us..hehe..
For larger view..just click on those pictures..More photos will be uploaded soon.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
How the new year welcome me
Firstly..Happy 2006 New Year !! Another new year ahead. Sad to say..the year welcomed me with a sickness..yea yea..can u imagine this...threw up 10 times in a night? Ouch.. it hurt so badly espeacially to your stomach..and im not lying here..its the truth. I'd threw up almost every hour or should i say less than an hour.Whenever i tried to close my eyes and almost wanted to fall in a deep slumber..the urge of throwing up conquer my head again..and had to rush to the toilet to relieve myself. I'd counted how many times and almost loss the counting after the 6 ones and i remembered that the 6 one was sooo..dreadful indeed..the reason why..its because i'd threw up till i have nothing else to throw up.Get what i meant? I vomitted till there's nothing left in my stomach.It goes on until the 10 time and i finally get some good sleep...but its already 4.30am and feeling really drained.Come to think about it again now...most probably the instant noodles that i ate that previous night caused all these pains. Good thing that im alright now..just lost my appetite these few days..gezz..i cant live without food man...bring back 'the me' Cant wait to taste 'OoChien', 'Wantan Mee', 'Asam Fish', 'Chicken Ball Rice', 'Tomyam BeeHun', 'Satay Celup' ....Gahahaha..yummy...Opss..sorry..my imagination went wild a moment ago...just blame the stomach upset....For your info..all those foods i mentioned above are my TOP RATED FOOD OF THE YEAR...who cares about pizzas or fried chickens right..no comment..its just my POV(point of view)
But alas..im not the only one who felt sick..both my brothers were sick too..It actually started with my younger brother who had a stomach ache and had a diarrhoea a day before new year eve.And this year,i mean new year eve, we cant really go for a countdown.We(me,my parents and younger bro) supposed to go for a countdown in Sampan but 30 minutes before 2006..Parents decided to take him to the doctor and went to the clinic in Melaka Bharu but close...yea..Doctors also want to new year what..takan wan to treat people on New Year eve. So went to 7/11 to buy the pills(i dont know what it called already...but im sure u guys used to eat that when u had a stomach ache..the red small small pills in a small bottle..erm..remember??) And so...had countdown in the car afterall...haha...and also managed to see fireworks from Putra Height when we were on our way back. And now my younger bro was already okay and started his Form1 today. Now..its my elder brother who felt sick..I dont know...but its like in our gen..one get sick,the other one will get sick too.
He now has a fever.Hope he will get well soon.
Damn..now im cracking my head on which course suits me.I had a few in my head but its just the matter of which i like the most. Besides that...so many questions pop-up now..."Where?How?What?" ---What course suits me?---Where is the suitable college with my parents can afford and worthwhile to me?---How to get that place if its not in my hometown?--- Geezz..the more i think the more i become like a small kiddo who lost her mama.Why life must be so complicated?
But alas..im not the only one who felt sick..both my brothers were sick too..It actually started with my younger brother who had a stomach ache and had a diarrhoea a day before new year eve.And this year,i mean new year eve, we cant really go for a countdown.We(me,my parents and younger bro) supposed to go for a countdown in Sampan but 30 minutes before 2006..Parents decided to take him to the doctor and went to the clinic in Melaka Bharu but close...yea..Doctors also want to new year what..takan wan to treat people on New Year eve. So went to 7/11 to buy the pills(i dont know what it called already...but im sure u guys used to eat that when u had a stomach ache..the red small small pills in a small bottle..erm..remember??) And so...had countdown in the car afterall...haha...and also managed to see fireworks from Putra Height when we were on our way back. And now my younger bro was already okay and started his Form1 today. Now..its my elder brother who felt sick..I dont know...but its like in our gen..one get sick,the other one will get sick too.
He now has a fever.Hope he will get well soon.
Damn..now im cracking my head on which course suits me.I had a few in my head but its just the matter of which i like the most. Besides that...so many questions pop-up now..."Where?How?What?" ---What course suits me?---Where is the suitable college with my parents can afford and worthwhile to me?---How to get that place if its not in my hometown?--- Geezz..the more i think the more i become like a small kiddo who lost her mama.Why life must be so complicated?