In the beginning
Rimmed with wind and storm
A great black wrath of infinite math
Spat snarling into form
And there was heaven
Lit up with precious stones
Each one could fall but for the rule
Of Faith and love and stronger thrones
And therein rose vast wonders
Affections to be seen
Fathered from the plundered
Reflections of a dream
Fogging into nightmare
For him whose place was set
With wayward stars that absent, marred
All creation with their theft
In the beginning
Bewinged and ringed with dawn
This favoured Avatar, enthralled
Swansongs from those that thronged this shore
With Gabriel and Michael
He shone with fierce intent
For loyalty, their joy to see
Him spur the hymns to heaven(sent)
From the sculptured lips of seraphim
Whom Fate then cruelly rent(Wtih sleight-fingered strains of harmony)
Each note to grim portent
As grinnning nimbus gathered
Over spires arabesque
For Him that blazed with holy praise
That for a jealous God was meant
Shining Feriluce
Lustrous scourge of fallen spirits
Basked in glory,
flewTo lakes in sacred altitudes
Sweet haunting music swathed the breeze
With curling tongues that lapped His lead
As through thick mountain mist
He wandered curse(with thoughts adrift)
Until at last, past grasping trees
He paused to draught forbidden streams
That whispered siren promises
To drown His thirst(for sports amiss)
These waters held secrets
Liked raped russian dolls
Where in evil and good
Tore His soul for control And drunk with the verse of desire's first words
The weight of the universe
Slunk in rehearsed
Horror in numbers too great to discern
The rotting of worlds to the conqueror worm
And love a rare orchid so fragile in bloom
Espied gasping breath under dark-sheeted moons
Shining Feriluce Reflected in a jaded mirror
Climbing from the noose
Of time in divine servitude
And thus a strange new melody
Of will and wanton fantasies Whetted by the veiled, seen
Danced from His ashen lips In red dawn scores,
the silver scream Of truth and Her dleted scenes
Was taken up as far,
it seemedAs God His words eclipsed
(Those waters hid visions
Like butchers in war
Perverting the course Of life's blood evermore....)
In the beginning
Skinned well with gibbous tones
Of countenance and ignorance
In equal measures sewn
A marbled arc of Angels Sworn to the morningstar
Shared His pride and deep inside
Felt chill shadows sweep their cards
by Cradle Of Filth
The heart has its reason of which reason knows nothing...
From: Malacca, Malaysia
About me: about me...im just a simple girl who live in a simple life...nothing much interesting bout me.I'm just like everyone else u see on the street.I love to write...yea but only the thing that i wanted to write..not the thing that i'm force to write.Imagine stuffs that are not really going to happen..maybe at least not now i guess..like when will the aliens from outer space will visit us on Earth?Do we really need to live on Mars sooner or later?Or..'Human Mermaids' really exist?Yikes...!
Evening Shadow
As shadows fall across the land
The gentle winds of love expands
It sets our spirits to be free
To walk the path of harmony
With steps we take like softest rhyme
To keep in touch with nature's chime
Upon the earth the heart does flow
With love and peace we come to know
Love to see that's always there
In nature's love a constant prayer
Gentle calm and life be present
In all the love that's effervescent
Beauty that's beyond compare
Sounds of love that whispers prayer
These the treasures life does hold
A miracle of love unfolds.
~ Ijaz Hussain ~
The gentle winds of love expands
It sets our spirits to be free
To walk the path of harmony
With steps we take like softest rhyme
To keep in touch with nature's chime
Upon the earth the heart does flow
With love and peace we come to know
Love to see that's always there
In nature's love a constant prayer
Gentle calm and life be present
In all the love that's effervescent
Beauty that's beyond compare
Sounds of love that whispers prayer
These the treasures life does hold
A miracle of love unfolds.
~ Ijaz Hussain ~
Sunday, February 20, 2005
unreveal the inside of me
Just came back from my tuition class and now im stuck infront of my pc and got fed up of it...been disconnected for i think almost 4 times!!Talking bout the openhouse the other day...it was great but damn tired...it ended bout amost midnite and the clean up took us bout an hour ...Phew! long time but somehow it worth it..hehe... Susprisingly.....i saw some unexpected visitors...have not been seeing em' for i think 4 years ... long time hur.. and that Ong even brought a japanese girl from Kagoshima(she's an exchange student i guess) i forgot what's her name...and then another girl from SFI form6 and one from NDC...doesn't know their name either...
I'm getting bored right now...going for another openhouse in krubong afterward...duh... I went to the tuition class...and i think in form5,I'm the only chinese there... and guess what... my class...the malay guyz start to call me names((Fong sai yuk)) duh...doesn't who come up with that name...eveytime when the teacher takes the attendence then the teacher will call up my name...before i can say anything they said "Cikgu,ade ade...fong sai yuk ade datang." WTH la....macam la i got no mouth...and then when they wan to ask me sometthing..they call me that also...weird la the guyz...haizz.... stay calm is all i got to do...yea...watever...
MGS...my school...gosh!! Last Friday there's this girl in Form 5k5 lost her money...hundreds bucks i guess...wondering who is that bloody hell stole her money...If Miss Johnson caught that fella ... on the spot she'll be expel...ya...Bye bye to that bastard...she's clever enough that,that friday she escaped...wonder how she can manage that...since all the student have to be bodychecked by our class teacher...extreamly horrible thing for us...not to mention...the teachers made us unloose our bra...GOSH...luckily its not a co-ed school...LOL...Come to think of it...that bloody bastard must be guilty of what she have done... damn u..... 2morrow morning assembly must long too...Miss Johnson definately will talk lotz of craps... duh...
Tears by X-Japan
doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete
nagasugita yoru ni tobidachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimete
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
#Dry your tears with love
Loneliness, your silent whisper fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry and you,
you never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates,
never thought you'd leave me alone
Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
repeat #
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaete
repeat #
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
repeat# x2
-translated version-
Where do we go after we're separated
Now that hanging question has passed
On an endless night, I dreamt of a journey I gazed at the foreign skies and embraced the loneliness
Tears always flow with the winds of time
It's not over, feel your sigh
.
# Dry your tears with love
Loneliness, your silent whisper fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry and you, you never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates,
never thought you'd leave me alone
Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
# repeat
Tears always flow with the winds of time
It's not over, blue rose from sadness
#repeat
Tears always flow with the winds of time It's not over, feel your sigh.
#repeat x2
I'm getting bored right now...going for another openhouse in krubong afterward...duh... I went to the tuition class...and i think in form5,I'm the only chinese there... and guess what... my class...the malay guyz start to call me names((Fong sai yuk)) duh...doesn't who come up with that name...eveytime when the teacher takes the attendence then the teacher will call up my name...before i can say anything they said "Cikgu,ade ade...fong sai yuk ade datang." WTH la....macam la i got no mouth...and then when they wan to ask me sometthing..they call me that also...weird la the guyz...haizz.... stay calm is all i got to do...yea...watever...
MGS...my school...gosh!! Last Friday there's this girl in Form 5k5 lost her money...hundreds bucks i guess...wondering who is that bloody hell stole her money...If Miss Johnson caught that fella ... on the spot she'll be expel...ya...Bye bye to that bastard...she's clever enough that,that friday she escaped...wonder how she can manage that...since all the student have to be bodychecked by our class teacher...extreamly horrible thing for us...not to mention...the teachers made us unloose our bra...GOSH...luckily its not a co-ed school...LOL...Come to think of it...that bloody bastard must be guilty of what she have done... damn u..... 2morrow morning assembly must long too...Miss Johnson definately will talk lotz of craps... duh...
Tears by X-Japan
doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete
nagasugita yoru ni tobidachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimete
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
#Dry your tears with love
Loneliness, your silent whisper fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry and you,
you never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates,
never thought you'd leave me alone
Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
repeat #
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaete
repeat #
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
repeat# x2
-translated version-
Where do we go after we're separated
Now that hanging question has passed
On an endless night, I dreamt of a journey I gazed at the foreign skies and embraced the loneliness
Tears always flow with the winds of time
It's not over, feel your sigh
.
# Dry your tears with love
Loneliness, your silent whisper fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry and you, you never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates,
never thought you'd leave me alone
Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
# repeat
Tears always flow with the winds of time
It's not over, blue rose from sadness
#repeat
Tears always flow with the winds of time It's not over, feel your sigh.
#repeat x2
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Closer to me by 5ive
Constantly girl you're on my mind,
and girl I think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say,
girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way.
BRIDGE
If you keep on taking,
my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
You know how I'm feeling it's you I believe in
baby can't you see that I need you?
CHORUS
You know that it's true.
Every time I see your face I miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see,
I don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then I want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah. Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.
Nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold girl without your flame.
But if I could girl I'd make you see.
That I'm sorry, and that I need you here with me.
BRIDGE
CHORUS
Every day reminisce with the past of a love that we thought would last.
How we used to be when it was you and me.
How did it all disappear so fast.
There are days that I can't forget there are things that I now regret.
I was there for you when you were there for me,
and I was thinkin' we were set.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed I hear your voice going round in my head,
think of all the things I could have done and all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you I know now what I've got to do,
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.
CHORUS
and girl I think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say,
girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way.
BRIDGE
If you keep on taking,
my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
You know how I'm feeling it's you I believe in
baby can't you see that I need you?
CHORUS
You know that it's true.
Every time I see your face I miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see,
I don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then I want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah. Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.
Nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold girl without your flame.
But if I could girl I'd make you see.
That I'm sorry, and that I need you here with me.
BRIDGE
CHORUS
Every day reminisce with the past of a love that we thought would last.
How we used to be when it was you and me.
How did it all disappear so fast.
There are days that I can't forget there are things that I now regret.
I was there for you when you were there for me,
and I was thinkin' we were set.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed I hear your voice going round in my head,
think of all the things I could have done and all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you I know now what I've got to do,
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.
CHORUS
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Chinese New Year iS here
Finally chinese new year is here...after all the tiring house cleaning and busy choosing n buying CNY clothes...all was done..BUT...on the 3rd day its goin to be another tiring day..LOL...having an openhouse makan...did called up a few friends..didn't know whether they can make it...rb said that he's goin to hk so he cant make it...squid head and cucumber most probably coming...cat and birdie still got no answer... same goes to kk and ong...
Let's see...today is the 1st day of CNY...i went to my grandma's,auntie's,uncle's house d...received angpaus 2..hehe...more to come!LOL...i saw someone that looks like Refa...at my uncle's house...hahaha...today gamble with my bros and dad..won a few bucks...hehehe...
Kinda sleepy now...so i have no idea what the hell im typing now...crapz....
HappY cHineSE neW yeAR & GonG xI fA caI~!!!
Let's see...today is the 1st day of CNY...i went to my grandma's,auntie's,uncle's house d...received angpaus 2..hehe...more to come!LOL...i saw someone that looks like Refa...at my uncle's house...hahaha...today gamble with my bros and dad..won a few bucks...hehehe...
Kinda sleepy now...so i have no idea what the hell im typing now...crapz....
HappY cHineSE neW yeAR & GonG xI fA caI~!!!
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
I'm Lovin It!
Here are some links of Philipino songs....touching songs..so in love with em' although some of the songs that i dont even understand the words...haha,,,still luv em'
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/sanaikaw.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/carolstay.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/kailangankita.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/wayulookatme.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/dimopagbigyan.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/ikawparin.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/sanaikaw.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/carolstay.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/kailangankita.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/wayulookatme.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/dimopagbigyan.html
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/ikawparin.html